i don't know, but this post is really what i feel right now

no one  knows what i feel

no one knows what i mean 

no one can understand my feeling

they never care with me

they treat me different from the other person

they make me like a stupid girl, and a poor girl

and the last they make me start to hate them <3 div="div" nbsp="nbsp" thanks="thanks">

random day

hy guys, long time no see, today was my birthday. i'm so thankful to God for this 17 years :')

oke, well hari pertama gue diawali sama 'tears' , gue gabisa jelasin kenapa tapi salah satu alasannya adalah lo dan kalian.thanks bgt :) oh iya, pengen share nih, jd hari ini  itu the one crew juga dapet job di rattan inn buat arabian dance, alhamdulillah sukses. yah mungkin ini job terakhir yg gue ambil, sebelum gue mesti niggalin dunia dance karna gue harus fokus karna gue udah kls 3 SMA. waktu terus aja jalan, ucapan demi ucapan gue terima, wish dan lain - lainnya. tapi, yg gue sayangin banget itu sampai skrg gue belum dpt ucapan dari lo :') tdnya galau, tp gapapa lah, mungkin udah takdir kali ;p haha. nah pas malem gue baru mau ngepost ini postingan eh taunya temen temen gue dateng, bawa cake ultah. walaupun agak gagal, but how sweet they are ♥ well, that's my story for today. i hope in this new age i'll be a better person, more stronger, and thankful.. welcome my new life with new age and good bye my sweet sixteenth ♥ much love ♥♥

one republic - secret (ost. the sorcerer's apprentice )

i need another story
something to get off my chest
my life gets kinda boring
need something that i can confess

till all my sleeves are stained red
from all the truth that i've said
come by it honestly i swear
thought you saw me wink, no
i've been on the brink, so

tell me what you want to hear
something that were like those years
sick of all the insincere
so i'm gonna give all my secrets away
this time, don't need another perfect line
don't care if critics never jump in line
i'm gonna give all my secrets away

my god, amazing how we got this far
it's like we're chasing all those stars
who's driving shiny big black cars

and everyday i see the news
all the problems that we could solve
and when a situation rises
just write it into an album
singing straight, too cold
i don't really like my flow, no, so

tell me what you want to hear
something that were like those years
sick of all the insincere
so i'm gonna give all my secrets away

this time, don't need another perfect line
don't care if critics never jump in line
i'm gonna give all my secrets away

oh, got no reason, got not shame
got no family i can blame
just don't let me disappear
i'mma tell you everything

so tell me what you want to hear
something that were like those years
sick of all the insincere
so i'm gonna give all my secrets away

this time, don't need another perfect line
don't care if critics never jump in line
i'm gonna give all my secrets away

tell me what you want to hear
something that were like those years
sick of all the insincere
so i'm gonna give all my secrets away

this time, don't need another perfect line
don't care if critics never jump in line
i'm gonna give all my secrets away

all my secrets away, all my secrets away